She asks for help
Running on empty she arrived at the ravine.
She was not sure if it was the exhaustion, but the air was full of messages. She could not make out a single one, her head buzzed as if it was a hive full of bees. He eyes blurred and her normally excellent night vision was failing. She would need to find a spot soon, or she would just drop from the sky like a stone, defeated.
There was no thinking this through. She simply dived down into the ravine. The sound of crashing and tumbling water deafened her. She longed for silence. She flew away from the thunder of the water instinctively toward a bend in the riverbed where she discovered a semi enclosed area, hidden by a wall of creeper over rock. There was a small pond fed by a steady but modest stream of water coming from higher on the wall of the ravine. On one side of the pond was a stone platform, that bent up into a smooth rock wall, beaten by the river in times of flood. Body aching with effort she threw her satchel down on the platform, and fell down next to it.
She was too tired to cry. She was too tired to make a fire, too tired to eat. With dull resignation she crawled to the edge of the pond. Have a few mouthfuls of water, then sleep, she thought. It was the best she could do for herself.
To her surprise the water was warm, and she realised she had come upon one of the hot springs the area was famous for. This was a wonderful stroke of good luck. These hots springs were touted for their restorative powers. They not only restored energy but also clarity.
She hastily threw off her clothes, and stepped into the spring. She was shaky and uncertain of her footing, but after a clumsy moment she managed to get herself seated with only her head out of the water.
Reason began to return. It was then she noticed straight away she had landed in a place where she could not run to take off. Her eyes darted all around her looking for a way she might climb up the ravine wall. Nothing, no hand or foot holds. Rejoining the river and letting it's flow take her further down was not an option. She would be crushed up against the jagged rocks and there were many waterfall drops. She would be pounded by tonnes of water.
She held her face in her hands and began to cry. Softly. She was cornered by her own stupidity.
After some time she could cry no more. Her mind returned to thoughts of escape. There had to be a way out of here. She looked again at the walls surrounding her, perhaps she had missed something. She got out of the spring and put her clothes on. She would have a closer look.
She inspected every section of wall. It was wet and slippery and there were no sharp edges. This area obviously became of funnel for water in heavy rains, as the rock was worn smooth. She checked the entry way, perhaps she could climb the creeper, but it fell away in her hands, dropping the couple of feet to the river below.
She sat down next to her satchel. She rubbed her tired eyes. They felt swollen, so she closed them and listened to the noises around her. Water, the crashing heavy sound of water. Then overlaid on this the messages, further in the distance but still discernible. A mass of different sounds, words interwoven and competing for attention. There was nothing there that could help her.
If only she had learned to take off with a couple of steps. She had tried many times. In fact the night she was attacked she had decided to go to a clearing she knew and practice.
There was no-one she could ask to show her. The only man she knew who could fly was her attacker. She was not about to call for his help.
It was then that it occurred to her. The tracker might be able to fly. He had been sleeping many miles from the village in the cave, perhaps he had flown there? And there was also the mystery of the market. How he had been behind her and then in front of her in the matter of a moment?
So if he could fly, perhaps he could help her. She decided to ask.
She had once before sent a message on the wind, to the physician who had helped her when she was wounded. In her haste to leave she had not thanked him, so she had sent a message from her heart on the night breeze. She had no idea he had received it but felt a certain peace come over her. Perhaps an unloading of her conscience or maybe she had actually done it!
She grabbed the jasmine oil from her satchel and dabbed a little on her wrists. She hoped this might help him find her. It was a hopeless gesture, she really did not know how these messages worked.
Standing out near the entrance she pushed the creepers aside. A cool gust jumped up at her feet, thrust up by waves tumbling into one another from the river below. Hopefully this would be enough.
She thought of him, looking at her with those shining eyes in the cave, she felt his hand on her scar, she heard his rough voice explaining they could not talk out in the open. I need your help, she whispered, surprised and embarrassed by the emotion in her voice she withdrew to the inner platform.
Now she had to wait. She unraveled the blanket and laid it on a dry patch of the platform. She laid down using the satchel for a pillow, and pulled her traveling robes close to her.
She went to sleep.
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